Cried.

Tonight was the first time I've actually cried in a long time. I've teared up, but it's been a long time since I've actually cried. I'm talking a single tear rolled down my cheek. What caused it?

I saw the Lost Season Finale. Wow.

And for those who may have seen it, you may ask why?

Because I love Sawyer. And that hurt me too.

People.

Sometimes... people are the one of the best things in the world. Other times, they are the most annoying thing in existance, and the thought of being around makes me angry.

Birthday.

So yesterday was my burshday. I now can drink alcohol, apply for a CWP, and gamble or something. Maybe even drive the church van. All right.



Here's two small videos from my birthday shin-dig-thing:

Random, eh?

This is my favorite.

The reason that these videos aren't of higher quality is that I used the PS Eye to make them.. so.. yeah. That's why, I guess. Enjoy. Maybe I'll do another video blog soon.

First Video Blog

Jobs.

Is this all that people with jobs do? Work, sleep.. work, sleep.. does it always suck this much?

I'm sorry. I guess I'm just venting. I feel like I've been on a four month long M-FUGE trip... yeah, it's fun and great, and I love it, and it sure beats the alternative: not having a job/money/career, but MAN... what I would do for some free time!

I guess I can make some free time, huh? I'll try that. I think I need it. I think I'm getting stressed out. Two jobs.. and one of them isn't all that much of a job, but it does take about ten or so hours out of a week and a lot more other weeks.

Don't get me wrong, though, I love both and would not give up either... (unless my church job paid as much as my real job.. then I'd be outta Hanceville tomorrow), I think I just need some me time, as selfish as that seems.

I say that, but tomorrow I'll probably be calling someone up to go do something... gah.

Awkward.

I've discovered I'm very awkward around my boss. I think he intimidates me. Probably because he's so successful and stuff.

I ate at Ruth's Chris tonight. People are probably going to think I'm crazy when I say this, but it was all right. I'm just not a steak person.

I don't post on this anymore. I don't think I have enough time to do everything I want to do anymore, so this gets left behind.

Work, church, social life. That's all it's been. That's all it will be, for now.

Wow things have changed. For the good, I hope?

Don't worry, I'll probably post again next month.